brinda guha durga puja beloved times community year tempted people recent months years remember coming puja years hoping mashi's kaku's finding corner ukrainian center friends find perfect place play games rushed parents make gave anjali clue knew made folks feel good giving blessings prosperous year exciting time entire indian community called sphere years slowly slipping young dance student community looked forward dancing kallol durga puja enjoy performed friday durga puja year dance company kalamandir fellow dancers director grateful happy opportunity invited perform selections current repertoire feelings community-inspired groups kallol durga puja completely disgusted behavior cultural committee specific evening sunday evening cheating bring situation light make feelings heard accepted accepted people including people audience hoping zafar billah's musical program intended finish kallol representatives entered stage mid-narration singers hurried program excuse ukrainian center vacated nevermind fact commercial finished evening time clock people ready leave zafar billah renee dutta purba mukherjee anirban dasgupta dibarkya chatterjee performing coming conclusion performance dutta number on-stage representatives shooing unprofessional extremely rude completely uncalled dasgupta chatterjee professional musicians time traveled distance delivered excellent performance extremely talented community artists billah dutta mukherjee amount time bring program dancer eternal student arts frankly appalled show art-lovers commit involves traveling rehearsal space rental time friends family show performed involves thought process agenda speak audience personal performing community cultivate special attention love support years performance present made completely sick inspirational didi renee dutta middle sentence middle show fact program running late kallol's lineup pushed back classier deal situation pressing understandbly hard manage speak artists songs nicely wrap running short time personally artists involved program traveling central jersey manhattan multiple times week rent studio time midtown manhattan successful collaboration strange people charge putting cultural lineup sensitive amount commitment shown artists means kallol durga puja successful extremely happy tender care dance company cultural committee perform prime slot lineup friday evening thought aspects durga puja year previous years organizing capabilities administrators grateful personal level love support shown community endeavors dreams stay quiet insensitivity fellow artists kallol members non-members hefty amount celebrate puja family friends expect intended lineup complete disregard work making show noticed things kallol running durga puja celebration opinion performing night saturday garden state cultural association noticed aspects program made easier artists audience enjoy artistic lineup performances main aspect venue school isolated auditorium people enjoy performances kids running playing performance space disturbing audience members food idols separate spot people engage proper adda good stuff forward durga puja magic show kids participate cultural show evening giving children opportunity spend pent-up energy learn find improve setting kallol durga puja years reason writing kallol home kallol dance grateful learn past mistakes improve lose people's loyalty appreciation slowly surely hope note opinions expressed article author 